On Thursday I did something very personal and important. Something that set me free from a prison, an illusion I had been trapped in for almost four years. I had been seeing 86 everywhere since the day I left New York. At the time I didn’t know what it meant and connected it to something else. 8/6/20 was heavy, a soul draining day, but I woke up that morning and knew what I had to do.
Yesterday a dragon fly followed me around the farm most of the day. Perching on the fire pit, flying around my head. It finally landed on my. chair and stayed there. Letting me get closer to take a few pics. As I did that I heard one of the horses and got up to investigate. This one horse always stays in the field and we hadn’t really connected. He was waiting for me. His eyes focused on mine. I came over and felt totally at peace. He moved closer and put his face next to mine. Something has shifted. The animals felt it and so did I. I am free. I am ready. I am and have always been a warrior.