I recently completed three kambo sessions followed by a bufo ceremony to wrap up an intense 7 days. My kambo scars have healed and I am still reflecting on the understanding I gained from bufo. Last night I was meditating and remembered the feeling of encountering my soul during the ceremony. I am not this body or of this place. I am infinite and beautiful light. The brilliance of which removed all doubt in my mind. I know who I am and it is breathtaking. In my meditation that light wrapped it’s arms around me. My journey is far from over, but healing from unthinkable trauma, abandonment and rejection is possible. We just have to remember who we are. We are not what happened to us. We are not how other people see us. We are not our trauma, addictions or pain. We are infinite. We are light.